products of ‘22-’23

“pre-incident”

(july 30, 2024)

had moved out to pursue something that was promised to be amazing and was forcing myself to believe I was doing good and living out a dream. I felt so drained and unhappy and behind versus everyone else who I knew of. i understand now everyone has different timing. I was broke and clinging up to every last dollar while somehow living in a house that was not affordable at all with no solution. i had no sense of creativity at all or any spark of wanting to make anything. didn’t make anything for myself for months. after months of being unhappy and realizing I wasn’t gonna have much anymore soon, I decided to hit the drawing board and start again. something for myself and separate from the situation I was stuck in and didn’t want anymore. after a while it all got bad and could sense it was ending and it ended in a horrible way. an incident.